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Welcome to Our Hell

by CYR/S

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#2 02:46
I'm not trying to save the world But can you live without yourself? What you loved now is dead So gently rest your weary head I don't want to play these games (Nooo, nooo) I've had enough, just leave me be (Nooo, nooo) I won't be the bad guy this time (Nooo, nooo) I don't want to live life this way I'm not trying to save myself But can you live in your own hell? A shot through the gunsling And we'll see what this new world will bring I don't want to play these games (Nooo, nooo) I've had enough, just leave me be (Nooo, nooo) I won't be the bad guy this time (Nooo, nooo) I don't want to live life this way *Solo* I don't want to play these games (Nooo, nooo) I've had enough, just leave me be (Nooo, nooo) I won't be the bad guy this time (Nooo, nooo) I don't want to live life this way
2.
Why am I the one to suffer day after day? And now I'm left here with no one else to blame Why the hell must I be criticized everyday? What the fuck have you done to benefit me? I will not die I won't be broken I will survive I will not suffer I will not die I won't be broken I will survive I will not suffer You're all I've got, so keep it coming Without you I'm lost There's nothing more I can say You're all I need, you're all I have And all the voices in my head You know I want you to stay I'm sitting here writing this shit 'cause of you I'm left inspired by your countless little disputes Why the fuck do I even give a shit about you? 'Cause you're the only one who left me battered and bruised I will not die I won't be broken I will survive I will not suffer I will not die I won't be broken I will survive Yeahhh! You're all I've got, so keep it coming Without you I'm lost There's nothing more I can say You're all I need, you're all I have And all the voices in my head You know I want you to stay You're my inspiration and all my issues Without you I'd never be this fucking confused I try to live a life without you there in my head Without you I'd never be this advantageous *Solo*
3.
The restless nights are filled with tears All come together, "Am I to die in here?" And all your hopes come crashing down Onto me, when no one's around You'll lose yourself, you'll lose your pride But never worry, look towards the sky 'Cause she walks around you all of the time Your guardian angel in the night "Guardian Angel, when will you come to me? And set me free, from this world I can't see In this world, we all die And never get to say goodbye I'll hold you once again" She'll pick you up when you get knocked down But never worry, she's here to help With privileged eyes you see the angel Your angel of light will guide you far from here My hope is lost, but yours holds true A manifestation of what you once knew Hold her close and hold her tight For your dear Lilly didn't have to die "Guardian Angel, when will you come to me? And set me free, from this world I can't see In this world, we all die And never get to say goodbye I'll hold you once again" (Your Angel) When you're lost in the dark (Your Angel) When you don't have the heart (Your Angel) When you're all alone (Your Angel) When will you come home? *Solo* "Guardian Angel, when will you come to me? And set me free, from this world I can't see In this world, we all die And I can't wait to say goodbye And hold you once again"
4.
Our Hell 03:46
Why should I listen to my mind When my heart tells me to bind And my mind tells me to kill Kill all that is real Kill the faith from above Unmask the pain below And give a big “fuck you” To those who doubt our strengths Instead of me I’ll kill you With these words I create I’ll rip you limb from limb And bring you all down with me I won’t die this time I’m already dead Welcome to the hell Inside of my head I will not suffer again It’s who I am and I stand We will not suffer again It’s who we are my friend *Solo* I’ll bang my head if I want to For the fans that we please No one can stop me from Living my dream In all this blasphemy And in my silent hell I’ll do whatever I have to And bring this all down as well Maybe I’ll live life again Just to return my grief I’ll never see the light above Darkness resides in me I live for the pain that makes me I live for the pain that breaks me Nothing you can do to take me Pain is all I need I will not suffer again It’s who I am and I stand We will not suffer again It’s who we are my friend It's who we are my friend It's who we are my friend
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Two hours sleep and I'm wide-eyed again Confusion, turmoil, rage and despair Questions...No answers for me Am I crazy? Can't let it go (Can't let it go, let it go) I wanna know Years gone by, still it's the same Time heals wounds, can't cure the pain I'm forgotten...Forgive me I'm lost Am I crazy? Can't let it go (Can't let it go, let it go) I wanna know Am I crazy? Just one more time (Am I crazy? Am I crazy?) Thought you were mine Until two hours, when the picture play is on Just this picture plays on, with no beginning, no end Am I crazy? Can't let it go (Can't let it go, let it go) I wanna know Am I crazy? Just one more time (Am I crazy? Am I crazy?) Thought you were mine
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I can't tell you how many times I've been a laughing stock Cause of the way that I dress, or the way I walk Does it make you feel better now that you know you ruined my day? With all of the things that you do, and the crazy shit you say What makes you better than me? What makes you better than me? What makes you better than me? Cause you're not better than me Hey man, why don't you stop? What gives you the right, what gets you off? You put me through hell with all the things you used to do Torn up and scarred inside, what's the mirror telling you? What makes you better than me? What makes you better than me? What makes you better than me? Cause you're not better than me What makes you better than me? What makes you better than me? What makes you better than me? Cause you're not better than me
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T.I.C. 02:26
*Instrumental*
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I hate myself I feel lost in my skin Don't know where my mind stops or where it begins I don't know how or why I keep falling down Down from up above I can't find my way back home I can’t Find my Way home Go! Round after round I remember the sound I try to fight it but they're gaining ground So push them back by the blaze of your guns Don't forget you are the son of a son People running around, but I'm not making a sound My brothers' bodies down, lifeless and all on the ground Round after round I continue to fight One asshole's faith won't determine my life My body aches but there's no time to bleed Pushing forward they begin to flee People running around, but I'm not making a sound My brothers laying down, lifeless and all on the ground In their memories I fight, holding onto my life And when the dust settles down, I'll be standing my ground I hate myself I feel lost in my skin Don't know where my mind stops or where it begins I don't know how or why I keep falling down Down from up above I can't find my way back home I can’t Find my Way home As the blood pours down, down into my hands I feel a strange sensation as I light up within The time has come, time to lift me up Through all the pain and death I finally found my way back home I’ve found My way Back home A thousand wars, a thousand lives a night I keep on fighting just to save their lives They lay around me, here I stand Feeling burn in my chest People running around, but I'm not making a sound My brothers laying down, lifeless and all on the ground In their memories I fight, holding onto my life And when the dust settles down, I'll be standing my ground
9.
Alone 03:10
If I could only be what you want me to be. Then I could show you things that you never would’ve seen. Shouting angry things I know I don’t mean And yet you're standing alone and away from me Alone and away from me I know you only see what you want to believe Now can you live with the things that you've said to me I shout angry words I know I don’t mean And yet you’re standing alone and away from me Alone and away from me Alone and away from! I’ll keep you back in time I’ll need you by my side How could you say that you loved me After all of the bullshit you sold me One love is where I placed my soul Now it’s gone and I’m so damn alone I'll take your time to be on my own I guess we lost it somewhere along the way I think about every fucking day So many things I wish we would say But now alone we will both stay Sleep in the beds we made Alone! As these days pass by Just leave my side Remain inside my mind I’ll see you back in time
10.
Death of You 03:44
Face the anger Your untimely demise Betray your pain And give into mine My ultimate obsession is your new pride If you can’t face me, don’t walk my way No longer my savior Guardian angel Scream with me if you know how it feels The bleeding, lying, shit I go through All of this just to say, “I can give into you.” If you’re gunna fall, I will be the cause When you break down, I will be there If you come near, I’ll destroy all you love I promise you, I’ll be the death of you Retrieve, my soul From all of my hate, and all of my pain Trying to break out and away Just to distance myself from being hurt again By your selfish wealth Deliver me from this hate Deliver me from this hell I hate your face and the way that you smell Don’t give me your shit, after all we’ve been through I can still turn around and be the death of you If you’re gunna fall, I will be the cause When you break down, I will be there If you come near, I’ll destroy all you love I promise you, I’ll be the death of you You say you love me And I say, “I hate you!” You can’t even imagine what you put me through Sick of the rage and all the madness I’ll bury you in your grave and spread the ashes If you’re gunna fall, I will be the cause When you break down, I will be there If you come near, I’ll destroy all you love I promise you, I’ll be the death of you
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Perpetual* 04:30
Set me free From this mind inside me Starting over just to start it again Sacrificing my happiness Celebrating this emptiness Sinking deeper, alone and away from here Don’t you feel the need to blend into society? The constant screaming, feeding the machine Disguise your mind to hide from the truth, behold Happiness, deception, it’s all the same I know I told you to stay away Maybe It’s not too late for me Every day’s a fantasy when you live like me We are the ones who know The way to set you free Starting over and starting again Deceive my mind and make it happiness No Beginning/No End to it yet What Makes It Better? It’s self-inflicted Pray to your angels! The constant screaming feeding the machine Disguise your mind to hide from the truth, behold Happiness, deception, it’s all the same I know I told you to stay away Maybe It’s not too late for me Every day’s a fantasy when you live like me We are the ones who know The way to set you free Starting over and starting again Deceive my mind and make it happiness No Beginning/No End to it yet What Makes It Better? It’s self-inflicted Set me free From this mind inside me Pray with me And you’ll never feel lonely Set me free Please have mercy on me Pray for me... Pray for your angels! I told you to stay away Maybe It’s not too late for me Every day’s a fantasy when you live like me We are the ones who know The way to set you free It’s not too late for me

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released October 6, 2018

Cyris J. Popis, Gino Muoio, Dylan Werle

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CYR/S East Stroudsburg, Pennsylvania

Located in East Stroudsburg, PA, CYR/S was founded by lead singer Cyris Jacob, with the help of producer Dylan Werle and co- writer/founder & lead guitarist Gino Muoio. Cyris and Gino are long time friends that have been playing music and writing together since 2011. ... more

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