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#2
02:46
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I'm not trying to save the world
But can you live without yourself?
What you loved now is dead
So gently rest your weary head
I don't want to play these games
(Nooo, nooo)
I've had enough, just leave me be
(Nooo, nooo)
I won't be the bad guy this time
(Nooo, nooo)
I don't want to live life this way
I'm not trying to save myself
But can you live in your own hell?
A shot through the gunsling
And we'll see what this new world will bring
I don't want to play these games
(Nooo, nooo)
I've had enough, just leave me be
(Nooo, nooo)
I won't be the bad guy this time
(Nooo, nooo)
I don't want to live life this way
*Solo*
I don't want to play these games
(Nooo, nooo)
I've had enough, just leave me be
(Nooo, nooo)
I won't be the bad guy this time
(Nooo, nooo)
I don't want to live life this way
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2. |
Nothing. More.
02:46
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Why am I the one to suffer day after day?
And now I'm left here with no one else to blame
Why the hell must I be criticized everyday?
What the fuck have you done to benefit me?
I will not die
I won't be broken
I will survive
I will not suffer
I will not die
I won't be broken
I will survive
I will not suffer
You're all I've got, so keep it coming
Without you I'm lost
There's nothing more I can say
You're all I need, you're all I have
And all the voices in my head
You know I want you to stay
I'm sitting here writing this shit 'cause of you
I'm left inspired by your countless little disputes
Why the fuck do I even give a shit about you?
'Cause you're the only one who left me battered and bruised
I will not die
I won't be broken
I will survive
I will not suffer
I will not die
I won't be broken
I will survive
Yeahhh!
You're all I've got, so keep it coming
Without you I'm lost
There's nothing more I can say
You're all I need, you're all I have
And all the voices in my head
You know I want you to stay
You're my inspiration and all my issues
Without you I'd never be this fucking confused
I try to live a life without you there in my head
Without you I'd never be this advantageous
*Solo*
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3. |
Guardian Angel
03:44
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The restless nights are filled with tears
All come together, "Am I to die in here?"
And all your hopes come crashing down
Onto me, when no one's around
You'll lose yourself, you'll lose your pride
But never worry, look towards the sky
'Cause she walks around you all of the time
Your guardian angel in the night
"Guardian Angel, when will you come to me?
And set me free, from this world I can't see
In this world, we all die
And never get to say goodbye
I'll hold you once again"
She'll pick you up when you get knocked down
But never worry, she's here to help
With privileged eyes you see the angel
Your angel of light will guide you far from here
My hope is lost, but yours holds true
A manifestation of what you once knew
Hold her close and hold her tight
For your dear Lilly didn't have to die
"Guardian Angel, when will you come to me?
And set me free, from this world I can't see
In this world, we all die
And never get to say goodbye
I'll hold you once again"
(Your Angel)
When you're lost in the dark
(Your Angel)
When you don't have the heart
(Your Angel)
When you're all alone
(Your Angel)
When will you come home?
*Solo*
"Guardian Angel, when will you come to me?
And set me free, from this world I can't see
In this world, we all die
And I can't wait to say goodbye
And hold you once again"
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4. |
Our Hell
03:46
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Why should I listen to my mind
When my heart tells me to bind
And my mind tells me to kill
Kill all that is real
Kill the faith from above
Unmask the pain below
And give a big “fuck you”
To those who doubt our strengths
Instead of me I’ll kill you
With these words I create
I’ll rip you limb from limb
And bring you all down with me
I won’t die this time
I’m already dead
Welcome to the hell
Inside of my head
I will not suffer again
It’s who I am and I stand
We will not suffer again
It’s who we are my friend
*Solo*
I’ll bang my head if I want to
For the fans that we please
No one can stop me from
Living my dream
In all this blasphemy
And in my silent hell
I’ll do whatever I have to
And bring this all down as well
Maybe I’ll live life again
Just to return my grief
I’ll never see the light above
Darkness resides in me
I live for the pain that makes me
I live for the pain that breaks me
Nothing you can do to take me
Pain is all I need
I will not suffer again
It’s who I am and I stand
We will not suffer again
It’s who we are my friend
It's who we are my friend
It's who we are my friend
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5. |
No Beginning / No End
04:04
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Two hours sleep and I'm wide-eyed again
Confusion, turmoil, rage and despair
Questions...No answers for me
Am I crazy? Can't let it go
(Can't let it go, let it go)
I wanna know
Years gone by, still it's the same
Time heals wounds, can't cure the pain
I'm forgotten...Forgive me I'm lost
Am I crazy? Can't let it go
(Can't let it go, let it go)
I wanna know
Am I crazy? Just one more time
(Am I crazy? Am I crazy?)
Thought you were mine
Until two hours, when the picture play is on
Just this picture plays on, with no beginning, no end
Am I crazy? Can't let it go
(Can't let it go, let it go)
I wanna know
Am I crazy? Just one more time
(Am I crazy? Am I crazy?)
Thought you were mine
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I can't tell you how many times I've been a laughing stock
Cause of the way that I dress, or the way I walk
Does it make you feel better now that you know you ruined my day?
With all of the things that you do, and the crazy shit you say
What makes you better than me?
What makes you better than me?
What makes you better than me?
Cause you're not better than me
Hey man, why don't you stop?
What gives you the right, what gets you off?
You put me through hell with all the things you used to do
Torn up and scarred inside, what's the mirror telling you?
What makes you better than me?
What makes you better than me?
What makes you better than me?
Cause you're not better than me
What makes you better than me?
What makes you better than me?
What makes you better than me?
Cause you're not better than me
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7. |
T.I.C.
02:26
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*Instrumental*
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8. |
Stand Your Ground
03:36
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I hate myself
I feel lost in my skin
Don't know where my mind stops or where it begins
I don't know how or why
I keep falling down
Down from up above
I can't find my way back home
I can’t
Find my
Way home
Go!
Round after round I remember the sound
I try to fight it but they're gaining ground
So push them back by the blaze of your guns
Don't forget you are the son of a son
People running around, but I'm not making a sound
My brothers' bodies down, lifeless and all on the ground
Round after round I continue to fight
One asshole's faith won't determine my life
My body aches but there's no time to bleed
Pushing forward they begin to flee
People running around, but I'm not making a sound
My brothers laying down, lifeless and all on the ground
In their memories I fight, holding onto my life
And when the dust settles down, I'll be standing my ground
I hate myself
I feel lost in my skin
Don't know where my mind stops or where it begins
I don't know how or why
I keep falling down
Down from up above
I can't find my way back home
I can’t
Find my
Way home
As the blood pours down, down into my hands
I feel a strange sensation as I light up within
The time has come, time to lift me up
Through all the pain and death I finally found my way back home
I’ve found
My way
Back home
A thousand wars, a thousand lives a night
I keep on fighting just to save their lives
They lay around me, here I stand
Feeling burn in my chest
People running around, but I'm not making a sound
My brothers laying down, lifeless and all on the ground
In their memories I fight, holding onto my life
And when the dust settles down, I'll be standing my ground
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9. |
Alone
03:10
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If I could only be what you want me to be.
Then I could show you things that you never would’ve seen.
Shouting angry things I know I don’t mean
And yet you're standing alone and away from me
Alone and away from me
I know you only see what you want to believe
Now can you live with the things that you've said to me
I shout angry words I know I don’t mean
And yet you’re standing alone and away from me
Alone and away from me
Alone and away from!
I’ll keep you back in time
I’ll need you by my side
How could you say that you loved me
After all of the bullshit you sold me
One love is where I placed my soul
Now it’s gone and I’m so damn alone
I'll take your time to be on my own
I guess we lost it somewhere along the way
I think about every fucking day
So many things I wish we would say
But now alone we will both stay
Sleep in the beds we made
Alone!
As these days pass by
Just leave my side
Remain inside my mind
I’ll see you back in time
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10. |
Death of You
03:44
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Face the anger
Your untimely demise
Betray your pain
And give into mine
My ultimate obsession is your new pride
If you can’t face me, don’t walk my way
No longer my savior
Guardian angel
Scream with me if you know how it feels
The bleeding, lying, shit I go through
All of this just to say, “I can give into you.”
If you’re gunna fall, I will be the cause
When you break down, I will be there
If you come near, I’ll destroy all you love
I promise you, I’ll be the death of you
Retrieve, my soul
From all of my hate, and all of my pain
Trying to break out and away
Just to distance myself from being hurt again
By your selfish wealth
Deliver me from this hate
Deliver me from this hell
I hate your face and the way that you smell
Don’t give me your shit, after all we’ve been through
I can still turn around and be the death of you
If you’re gunna fall, I will be the cause
When you break down, I will be there
If you come near, I’ll destroy all you love
I promise you, I’ll be the death of you
You say you love me
And I say, “I hate you!”
You can’t even imagine what you put me through
Sick of the rage and all the madness
I’ll bury you in your grave and spread the ashes
If you’re gunna fall, I will be the cause
When you break down, I will be there
If you come near, I’ll destroy all you love
I promise you, I’ll be the death of you
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11. |
Perpetual*
04:30
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Set me free
From this mind inside me
Starting over just to start it again
Sacrificing my happiness
Celebrating this emptiness
Sinking deeper, alone and away from here
Don’t you feel the need to blend into society?
The constant screaming, feeding the machine
Disguise your mind to hide from the truth, behold
Happiness, deception, it’s all the same
I know
I told you to stay away
Maybe
It’s not too late for me
Every day’s a fantasy when you live like me
We are the ones who know
The way to set you free
Starting over and starting again
Deceive my mind and make it happiness
No Beginning/No End to it yet
What Makes It Better?
It’s self-inflicted
Pray to your angels!
The constant screaming feeding the machine
Disguise your mind to hide from the truth, behold
Happiness, deception, it’s all the same
I know
I told you to stay away
Maybe
It’s not too late for me
Every day’s a fantasy when you live like me
We are the ones who know
The way to set you free
Starting over and starting again
Deceive my mind and make it happiness
No Beginning/No End to it yet
What Makes It Better?
It’s self-inflicted
Set me free
From this mind inside me
Pray with me
And you’ll never feel lonely
Set me free
Please have mercy on me
Pray for me...
Pray for your angels!
I told you to stay away
Maybe
It’s not too late for me
Every day’s a fantasy when you live like me
We are the ones who know
The way to set you free
It’s not too late for me
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CYR/S East Stroudsburg, Pennsylvania
Located in East Stroudsburg, PA, CYR/S was founded by lead singer Cyris Jacob, with the help of producer Dylan Werle and co- writer/founder & lead guitarist Gino Muoio. Cyris and Gino are long time friends that have been playing music and writing together since 2011. ... more
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